"yet Christine was the only Inmate that was sent out to the Normal Outside school, she was not treated like the rest who never got to go outside but was locked inside making Rosary Bead's was special, "
"thay were there to destroy us making rosery beads and cleaning waxing would never get us jobs..knowing nothing about the outside world .full of inferiorte complex we needed years to catch up.Many never did..perends beforebchildhood .all we leart…"
" It brings back memoriespainfull ones as it affects our whole lives.there was no place for many of us because we came from industriel schools. the most painfull part is that we bore the shame. as for Hiding the reports it makes me angry.It was…"
"I dont know these people nor have i had any contact with them.As for thier help for survivers all these associations thay exist to associatio in order to keep thier jobs. we dont matter except as Numbers in thier files.
I have never had any contact…"
"I suppose that the monumont was just an artical in the newspapers just like the rest of things supposed to help all of us but in fact was just for those closest to the chosen members of the group leaders.most of us are old now .and having no…"
"Its more than fear Its panic. Even filling out forms brings on hot and cold sweats. Going to hospitals and clinics is frightening. There is always the 1 or 2 people giving out orders and always 1 or 2 perverts making people suffer in very suptle…"
"I have never understood why some recieved such large sums and then others a fixed sum so much lower.what was the Reason as it was bound to raise questions.I have had no information at all.We are all facing problems now as we are old and many are ill…"
"Broken promises has been the norm for all these years ever since groups formed . its been down to give me your name and address and we will keep you in touch. that was the last i heard from them. no update no advice coming back to Ireland…"
"Its just another way of avoiding responsability for Hiding criminals.There was no devils.There were pédophiles protected by the Church. There were religous beating and abusing children in thier care.When there were complaints the children…"
but i have always wondered where thay trained these nuns and priests. and was it a method. because we all have the same kind of memories. it cant be an accident that the crazy ones stayed in ireland. and others were fit to be sent to Africa.
Pauline even though you were only 4 years old and savagely battered and tortured by the Nuns you still had more Intelligence and Humanity in your little finger that the whole Catholic World. I was forced to watch them Torture you after they ripped your cloths off I saw the TWO EVIL SADISTIC NUNS BOTH ATTACK YOU WITH FROTH COMING OUT OF THEIR MOUTH'S BOTH LASHING YOU with sticks All because I told the Doctor in Harcourt St Clinic what they were doing to us ,they took it out on you, I will never forget that awful day they the Nun's picked me up from Harcourt St back to Goldenbridge the Nun turned to me and said marching me to the Rec she said THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT they dragged you into the middle of the rec by the ear shouting and screaming and beating you both Nuns using large Sticks on your little skinny body there was nothing I could do about it if I cried and they saw me They would have killed you (and me)so I knew I musen't cry. they Damaged your ears to such an extent you have no ballance and keep falling down apart from all the scars you have not only on your body but in your mind. I AM SO PROUD OF YOU how you survived is a miracle . and they did not manage as much as they tried to give you brain damage . my heart hurts I see imiges like photos what they used to do to you. YOU ARE WONDERFUL AND VERY SPECIAL .